I can feel my heart mending, then i hear your name or see your face and i feel it break all over again part 1

well, from the post title, i bet you know what story i'm going to tell..
after heart broken last three years, i promise to myself, that i will not let love comes and distracts me again, at least not 3-4 years,but God Will's, who are we to stop it right? Just follow the rules. Yes.
want to know what happen to me last three years?
okay, he one of my classmate. form 6. i dun know when all of this started. we start as a classmate, friend and one day, we gaduh2 because of duty. well, during that time, i pengawas and he also pengawas...there is a problem in duty and we fight..fight mulut3..after that, we did not talk to each other, for a many months..then, during our convocation for form 6, i got gift from him. you know what? a frame that have my pic and him.
****terkesima*****
that what i can called. huhu..so sweet kan? never expected will get gift from men and that kind of gift pulak..hohoho..after that, our friendship become good again..hehe..

since that day, he always texting me, calling me, even to wish me goodnight..

biasalah..bila selalu texting, perasaan cinta bercambah..yessss, i love him so much..first love katakan bhaaa..but, what people always said, kusangka panas sampai ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari..hmmmmm


sangat betul! suddenly, he stop texts me..i dun know why. i thought he no credit, but it seems weird because he did not text me for one week until i enter UMT..only God know what i feels..i've been struggling with that frustration for six months and 1 year..every night i cry and cry...i hate men very much. i hurting all the ones that love me very much because of HIM.

then, i;m okay during my second year at UMT and i starting to gain my positive look on guys! and i become close to one of this friends..hmmm
want to know? wait for the part 2. hehe

have a Blessed Day~!

call me the Girl that has no one noticed. Call me the Girl that who no one ever cared about. Call me the Girl that you pass in hall and not give a damn. Call me Forgotten.

My Third Blog

lol.. This this my third blog..i dun know why..delete, then create the new ones...hahhaha..reli sot, then..btw, i hope i can keep this one, longer, i'm guess...

later, i update ok? rite now,i'm just doing a introductory speech...hmmm, mcm yang berhormat plk..huhu :)
for the first, i upload broken heart punya pic laaa..because sekarang ni tengah frusttt menonggengggg..arghhhh..i hate this kind of feeling.