Saya Pelajar Pengurusan Maritim Part 1

Helo peeps...

Lama rasanya tak update kan blog ni..Hihihi..busy sikit dengan praktikal..saat-saat nak abis praktikal ni memang banyak keje bos bagi..lebih-lebih tempat aku ni..lepas ni, takdelah assistant dia lagi..hahhaa

Okay, berbalik kepada topik utama,kali ni aku nak citer sikit tentang topik Maritim..Pernah dengar tak? Kenapa aku nak citer tentang ni ekk? Hhahhaa..

Tetapi, untuk Part 1, aku cerita tentang Pengenalan, latar belakang dulu supaya mereka-mereka yang nak apply course ni dapat sedikit gambaran lah

Masa awal-awal dapat tawaran kat UMT dulu, aku blurr sikit sebab dapat tawaran untuk buat degree dalam pengurusan Maritim? Ape ke benda ni? Aku kena naik kapal dan belayar ke? First think orang akan ingat bila sebut tentang ni...

sebab aku blurr, aku tak ada niat nak sambung dan aku fikir baik aku kerja, tetapi bapak aku berkeras nak aku masuk dan dia uruskan segalanya dr dokumen hinggalah aku mendaftar kat dewan Sultan Mizan. Hihihihi :)

Baiklah..bila dah masuk kelas beberapa hari, aku mula faham lah apa tu Maritim..tetapi biasalah, kalau first sem, memang blurrr...

Rupa-rupanya..kalau belajar Maritim, tak semestinya kena belayar..Hahaha...Sebab semua itu depend dengan course dan subjek yang kite ambik..Tapi kalau macam course aku, more to management, belajar tentang Pengurusan Kapal, pelabuhan, Polisi dan Undang-undang Laut, Marin Insurans, Pengurusan Sumber-Sumber Maritim....

Okay..siap Pengenalan..Lepas ni, akan menyusul Part 2, dimana saya akan cerita tentang subjek-subjek under course ni..Menarik, tough dan Komersial.

Thank You.

p/s: Teringat masa MJM (Minggu Jalinan Mesra), senior-senior, abang-abang Fasi dan Kakak-Kakak Fasi suruh kami laung kuat-kuat moto Mapem~Ai Ai Captain~

Untold Secrets

Helo Peeps..

Today i'm going to share with you all about some of untold secrets..Yeah, some of secret that never been told..but i'm going to tell it..

First of all, credit to Untold Secret Twitter Team https://twitter.com/MostSecretFacts

1.  Carrot used to be Purple, not Orange

2. George Washington grew Marijuana in his garden

3. Cheetahs are faster than Ferrari Enzo

4. In Spain, a school is offering a professional course in prostitution and it guarantees a job offer on graduation.

5. Elephants are actually terrified of Bees and Mice.

6. A Woman in Russia once caught her boyfriend cheating when she saw his photo with another woman using street views on Google Maps.

7. In Us, people can be rejected from joining the police force if they are too intelligent.

8. If the human eyes is a digital camera, it would have 576 Megapixels.

9. The sun is actually white, not yellow.

10. Goodbye came from "God bye" which came from " God be with You"

11. If you are too embarrassed to buy a condoms, you are too young for a sex.

12. Athazagoraphobia is the Fear of being forgotten or ignored by someone whom you strongly care about.

13. If a friendship is lasts longer than 7 years, physiologist say it will last time.

14. Vodka are made from Potatoes. Potatoes are Vegetables.

15. Whenever a person falls in love, they lose an average 2 friend.

16. In North Korea, it is not 2013. The year is 102, because North Korea marks year from the birth of Kim-II sung, not Jesus.

17. Disney World actually more larger than 17 countries.

18. Loneliness cause people to take longer showers, sleep longer and over think.

19. Females with an A in their first name tend to be more Beautiful,intelligent and live longer.

20. 97% people do not know Osama bin Laden was a CIA Agent in 1980.

21. When searching for online plane ticket, delete cookies. Prices go up if you visit a multiple times.

22. Staying awake for 17 hours has a same effect of drinking two wines.

23. Mosquito not only bite you, they also pee after sucking your blood.

24. MC Donald's open a new restaurant every 4 hours.

25. Allegedly, over 30% of Twitter Account are fake account created by the FBI and CIA to spy on people and monitor social networking activity.

26. Marijuana is illegal but has never caused any deaths from usage, Cigarettes kills millions and they are legal and can be purchased anywhere.

27. At Pittsburgh Children's hospital, window cleaners dress up as Spider Man and Captain America to raise the spirits of the sick kids.

28. BMW recalled its GPS System with female voices in Germany because male drivers were not willing to take directions from female voice.

29. 0 Israeli homes have been demolished by Palestinians and 24,813 Palestinian homes have been demolished by Israel since 1967.

30. There's an 80% chance that the money in your wallet/pocket/purse contains traces of cocaine.

Believe it or not? Up to You...

For Man that always live in my Heart :)

When I saw you, i fell in love and You smiled, because you knew.

I Have a Heart and that is true. But now it has gone from Me to You. So care for it just like I do, because I have no heart and You have two.

I'm happiest being Myself and I'm Myself when i'm with You.

When I tell You, I love You, I don't say It out of Habit or to make Conversation. I say it to remind You that You're the best thing that ever happened to me.

Because You have my Heart and i'm asking for your hand.

I may not get to see you often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart, i truly know, You're the one that I love and i can't let go.

When i talk to You, my day gets a whole lot better. 

I am in love with Your smile, Your body, Your Voice, Your laugh, Your jokes, Your eyes..but the most important is, I am in love with You.

Talking to You, Laughing with You, Being with You, changes my whole mood.

Instead of Falling in Love, Rise in Love.

I have a hand and You have another. Put them together and we have each other.

Its crazy what people do for love and its even more crazy what love does to people.

You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy even if that means that you are not a part of it.

When you meet someone special - you'll know. Your heart will beat more faster and you start smiling for no reason.

20 ways to live life without regrets

Helo peeps..

We don't have to live life with regret. We can choose to move on and forget because at the end of the day, let there be no excuses, no explanations, no regrets.

Now..i'm going to share with all of you, 20 ways to live life without regrets........Actually, there are 40 tips, but i'm choose to share 20 tips..i think it enough already :)

The tips i get from Tiny Buddha http://tinybuddha.com/blog/40-ways-to-live-life-without-regrets/

1.  Realize that it is okay to make a mistake.

     As human being, we will make a mistake. Its okay, peeps..just don't let that mistake bother you. Learn from that mistake. Reflect yourself.

2. Health and Wellness as a top priority

Don't make a career or your busy day to stop you from doing something healthy and good for your body, soul and mind. Try to gardening or swimming. It may be a good start for you.

3. Follow Your Own Path

This is your life. Only you can do something in your life. So, follow your own path. Don't follow others path. You may learn something from others part, but you must have your own part.

4. Find the Humor in life

Laugh, Laugh and Laugh often. This is the best cure for any disease. Find the humor. Let your day fills with laugh and jokes.

5. Relax and Follow the flow

We tend to panic or stress due to problems or unexpected thing happen. Relax and keep calm. Follow the flow. Everything will be alright. Why not you drink some tea or coffee? I sure your day will be more better.

6. Be Adventurous

Go hiking, climbing or jumping. This adventurous thing will make your day. Try something new. Try to challenge yourself. Who knows, you might have a hidden talent?

7. Have more intellectual curiosity

Ask if you have something in your mind. Be curious always with something, especially about a new thing, then you will learn more.

8. Try to find Happiness

Happiness is the key to the great and well life. Find your happiness with as many people as you can. Do a little thing for them, and you will go to a bigger thing. Smile at their face when you know you are the one who put that smile can make your day well.

9. Think about Yourself.

Think about yourself first. Love yourself. Don't let about what people think about you bother your day, but let that think to motivate you, to prove they are wrong.

10. Don't Judge People.

Before you think, ask. Before you talk, think. Before you judge, know them first. Know that person first. Hear their stories, then you know. Every person have their own stories. 

11. Be thankful

Always be Thankful for what you have, not for what you wish you can have. Appreciate all those thing that you have. Many people want to live their life like You.

12. Wish well upon everyone equally

This is about not being jealous to anyone. Admire them without any envy. Learn something. Don't do bad because of your jealousy. 

13. Don't try to change someone

Accept them for what they are. Never ask for a change. Be original. 

14. Enjoy the Journey

Enjoy every journey that you found in your life when you are walking into destination. Try every road that you found. It might be interesting or bring problem, but still enjoy it.

15. Love your work

You must love what you doing. Enjoy. If you don't like with what you currently doing now, change it. Life is too short for any regret.

16. Don't waste Your Time

Time Is Gold. Don't let the time to be wasted. Don't be people pleaser. Don't waste your time by please people who hates You. 

17. Treat People with Respect

If you want people to respect you, then you must do the same thing too. Respect others, then they will respect you.

18. Be Participant in Life rather than Observer

Participate in life. Feel the pain. Enjoy the views. Don't be an audience. Be a cast.

19. Face your Fear

Face your fear. Do something that you think you cannot do.

20. Do a Good Thing every day

Do something good everyday. Even it hard, but you can do something good.

I know it seem like a harder thing to do, but you can accomplish maybe, one or two thing. Practice make Perfect. Put these things into practice and see where life takes you, without regrets. 

P/S: i will live any regret if anyone that i know ask me for a help and if i know i can help them, but still i ignore that help, i will regret it. By putting effort on small thing actually, it can bring to bigger thing. Just want all of you to know, i confess to someone and even he reject me, still i don't have any regret because i already tell him. Tell him what i feel..At least i try, right? 

Thank You. God Bless You. 

If

if you are laying in bed

wrapped up in sheets

of miserable thought..

go to sleep...

if thumbing through old message

only causes your heart to ache

and long for something unattainable

erase them...

if it hurts to keep

everything you are feeling

bottled up inside

let it out...

if you are clinging onto someone

that does not treat you like

you are worth the world

let them go...

because sometimes...

we choose to believe

that things are only

indistinguishable shades of gray

when in reality

life is more than black and white

than it seem

if you are unhappy 

with the way you living in life

change it.

written by: m.k 

Don't You Remember?

Yes, i know I have a fickle heart and bitterness and a wandering eye and a Heaviness in my head...But Please remember, the reason you loved me before?..

I know its kinda a late..You said its too late for me..too late to get your love seem you ignore me so hard like what i'm doing to you last time? Yeah..i know all these thing are my fault..Saya tau saya lambat menyedari semuanya..saya terlambat menyedari perasaan itu..but serious, i do love you so much..

You told me..
You want me now..but its too late
Once my love was great for you but i move on..
and now nothing you can regret now..
and i'm so sorry..i'm so sorry because you felt what i'm felt last time..
Don't you know how hard i'm tried just to hold you?
Do you know how hard my day? how cold is it?
You never know because your eyes just for him last time..
and know you want me?
Damn..its..too late....

Well, i know..i'm sorry because i'm hurting you last time. I know how great your love last time and i'm too fool too notice it..

But what should i do?

And its too late for me now..i already love you.
i couldn't stop it now even if i wanted to
There's so damn much to lose
and there's nothing that i can do
its too late for me now..
i already love you...
There is no turning back..no other way
i already love you
you're part of me now..
and its just too late..


But before you really go and leave me,
can i asked something?
Do you really not loves me anymore? Are you completely erase me from your heart? Mind? Are you really mind to ignore me like this? Are you sure about your feeling? Please, think carefully..Please, remember the reason you loved me, before? ..

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,


When will I see you again?



P/s: Please remember.....

REMIOROMEN KONAYUKI OST ONE LITRE OF TEARS

Helo peeps..
Gambar kat atas tu adalah salah satu babak dalam drama terkenal Jepun, One litre of tears..Best kan drama ni bagi yang dha tengok..Konfom meleleh air mata..Bagi yang tak tengok, tolong tengok sebab drama ni mesej dia sangat penting dan menyentuh hati :)
Tapi, aku bukan nak cite tentang sipnosis citer ni ke ape, aku cuma nak share dengan korang salah satu ost drama ni yang best..Mungkin, lain kali aku post tentang drama ni..buat masa sekarang, aku post tentang lagu .

Remioromen – Konayuki

konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
kaze ni fukarete nitayou ni kogoeru noni

boku wa kimi no subete nado shittewa inai darou
soredemo ichiokunin kara kimi wo mitsuketayo
konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda

sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikitenado ikenai
sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashiidake

konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekitano kai?

boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
sono koe no suru hou e sutto fukaku made
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou

wakari aitai nante uwabe
wo nadeteita nowa boku no hou
kimi no kajikanda te mo nigiri
shimeru koto dakede tsunagatteitanoni

konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amarini moroku
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natte yukuyo

konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai

konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

English Translation:

Season of snow powder always come  
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people 
we are looking on the same sky 
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it

I may not know everything about you 
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of  
people 
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it

It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel 
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless 

If the snow powder

er may whiten deep to our heart 
Could we both share our loneliness?

I would press my ear near to your heart 
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again

We want to understand each other 
It's me who softly brush the surface 
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand   
We are tied to each other

Snow powder is too fragile 
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever

Snow powder does not rely on time, moving our heart 
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you 

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart 
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky...

What a nice song from a great dramas..

One litre of Tears..one of the greatest drama that i ever seen and watch.

Thank You.

10 Lagu Korea yang Paling aku layan :)

Helo peeps..

Korang mesti perasan kan kalau sekarang dunia ni, salah satu trending sekarang, ialah Korea Selatan? Daripada drama sehingga la kepada Lifestyle mereka..Well, rasanya aku pun terkena tempias..Yang paling aku suka, diorang punya Variety show, Drama, and lagu..

Well..Tak dapat nafikan..kalau tengok drama Korea tu..mesti meleleh air mata, lebih-lebih lagi sad ending..Tapi bukan aku nak cerita tentang drama atau apa, tapi aku nak bagithu atau perkataan bagus lagi , "share" dengan korang semua top 10 lagu korea selatan yang paling aku minat.Biasanya aku dengar lagu ni dari drama yang aku tonton. Hehe..So, faham-faham la genre lagu..Mesti Jiwang T_T.

Okehh..
Kita mula dengan no.10 sehingga 1..Macam Carta Billboard pulak :P

    10. I will Forget You by CN Blue

                                 

CN Blue merupakan Band Korea Selatan yang paling aku minat. Mereka bukan setakat ada rupa paras yang kacak, malah berbakat bermain alat muzik. Diorang punya leader, Yunghwa, boleh bermain banyak alat muzik selain daripada mempunyai suara yang mantap..Semua lagu diorang ni aku layan, tapi ini antara yang enak untuk dilayan

9. Walking On A Cloud by Cho Kyu Can

Actually, lagu ni daripada drama Korea Selatan yang terkenal, Lie To Me..Lagu ni tentang perasaan jatuh cinta...Haha..Yelah, jatuh cinta..Macam la korang tak pernah.. :P

8. It Has To Be You by Yesung Super Junior

Ini juga salah satu lagu yang hebat daripada Drama terkenal juga, Cinderella step sister..Hmm..Ye sung memang ada suara yang mantap..ditambah lagi dengan Lirik lagu tu yang best..." It can't be if it's not You. I can't be without You. Its okay if i hurt for a day and Year like this"..antara ayat dalam lagu tu..Hurm..try ko search and layan.

7. Because i'm stupid by SS501

Lagu ni dari drama Korea selatan yang terkenal..Boys Over Flower..Lagu ni mengisahkan tentang keperitan dan kepiluan seorang lelaki dimana dia hanya mampu mencintai seorang gadis yang tidak memandangya..Kira, cinta tak berbalas lah..Antara ayat power lagu ni..

"Alone once again, crying for you. Alone once again, missing for you. Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you" Sedih betul...isk..isk...

6. My Heart is Cursing by Kim Dong Wook.

Untuk lagu ni pulak, diambil dari drama juga, Minami Sineyo atau He is Beautiful.."My heart is curses at Me because i can't say I love You..My tears is burst because my longing for you is flow and flow again"....Lagu ni mengisahkan tentang rasa cinta diam-diam terhadap seseorang..Makin dipendam, Makin Mendalam. Makin dalam rasa cinta, Makin gila dibuatnya..Haha..Well, Cinta itu usah dipendam. Luahkan pada si Dia sebelum Kamu Putih Mata :)

5. I Miss You, Kim Bum Soo

Untuk lagu Kim Bum Soo ni..dipetik dari drama yang terkenal juga..Stairway To Heaven..sedih ending citer ni. Isk..Isk..mengisahkan rasa rindu seorang lelaki terhadap gadis yang dicintainya..
     "  I miss you, I miss You.
        To the point where i hate myself.
        I want to cry..i want to kneel down
        And if only everything did not happen
        The memories where i loved you crazily
        Those Memories haunt me
        But i cannot hide from this love any longer
        I should not do this
        But i miss you to death

Kalau tetiba ada babak sedih dalam drama ni..pastu orang mainkan lagu ni..Meleleh air mata aku T_T.

4. Something Happen with My Heart by AST1 Feat Max

Lagu ni juga salah satu Ost untuk Drama Boys Over Flower..Lagu ni Best..woooo :(


Sekarang..kita nak masuk Top Three pulak..agak-agaknya..lagu apa ek? :P

3. Because I Miss You by Yong Hwa CN Blue

Lagu ni untuk soundtrack drama Heartstring..lagu yang paling menyentuh hati dalam drama ni..dahla menyentuh hati..dengar suara dia pulak..dah tu..tengok muka dia pulak..Mane tak hati ini cair? Antara ayat-ayat best dalam lagu tu" I thought i have let you go without anything left..i still haven't been able to let you go"

2. Because Both of us are Fool by Stay

Sesiapa yang menonton drama Korea, mesti takkan miss layan drama ni punya..Drama Goong ni atau dalam English, Princess Hour adalah drama dari korea Selatan yang terbaik pernah aku tonton. Betul-betul mengujakan hati dan menyentuh hati perempuan aku ni..Tapi aku bukan nak citer pasal drama, tapi pasal lagu ost dia..yang aku suka layan..antara ayat lagu tu " You, and Me.Both of us fool..Because of pride, We break down with Yearning" Sungguh mendalam maksud...

Juara.......

1. One Man by Kim Jong Kook.

Serius..first aku dengar lagu dia ni..Aku jatuh cinta..Biarpun badan dia berketul-ketul dan digelar commander, Sparta dalam realiti show terkenal, Running Man, tetapi dia mempunyai Angelic Voice..Aku automatik jatuh cinta dengan suara dan lirik lagu dia..Bha..antara ayat best lagu tuuu...

 "There is a man. Who loves you so much. There is a man. Who cannot even say I love You. By your side, i put my hand out and at a path were You can always reach me. I, who cherishes you more than myself am with you."

Ada lagi lirik yang best macam...

" There is a girl, who doesn't know i'm like this. Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love. Leaving you, who is as foolish as i and sad, At this moment tears come but i'm happy. Its because you're by my side"

Well, kebanyakan lagu Korea selatan yang aku selalu dengar dan minat merupakan soundtrack drama-drama terkenal..Bagi aku, susunan lirik dan muzik itu yang menarik minat aku. Tambah lagi dengan MV yang menarik..

Ini aku punya pilihan, Korang punya pulak macam mana? 

P/s: Tak pernah miss show Running Man sebab ada Jongkook Oppa. Auwww.

Selamat Membaca. Terima Kasih.

Transparent Church at Borgloon, Belgium

Helo peeps..

I'm getting excited and addicted when i saw these pictures (Refer below)...

Transparent Church at Belgium.

Church detail.

Location: Belgium

Type: Cultural: Public

Architects: Gjis Van Vaerenbergh www.gijsvanvaerenbergh.com

Photos: Kristof Vrancken/z33- Mine Daelemans

Lets Make a Difference :)

Helo peeps..

i'm wanna share with all of you some quotes, picture and thought..Yeah, maybe it just a piece for you, but just put your mind, heart and soul there..Who knows, a little action can lead to huge difference!

Keep scrolling, yaaa..

As we grow older....

Stop with the wrong people. Start with the right people.

Never Give Up..especially on thing that you really likes and loves :)

We never be Alone. God always there for us.

When someone says NO, then answered them, YES.

Blessing- A message from The Creator

Give, Give, Give and Give.

When my bad day is around me, let me down, make me feel like nobody cares and loved me..but that was a wrong thought actually. It just, one person, pissed off you..and you think all of them are same. Remember, you still have a family and friends..Yaaa..

p/s: Ramai lagi yang susah daripada kita sebenarnya..Belajar untuk menghargai kehidupan dan menikmatinya dengan sepenuh hati :)

Happy Blessed Friday :)

Terima Kasih

Beberapa Penyesalan

Helo peeps...

Pernah tak korang tetiba je satu hari tu duduk atau baring, then terfikir beberapa perkara yang korang menyesal sebab tak pernah buat sebelum ni?

"Alaaaa, menyesalnya sebab tak buat macam tu dari dulu,kan dah sia-sia sekarang.
"Menyesal betul aku lah..kalau tak, tak jadi macam ni sekarang.
"Kalaulah aku ambil keputusan tu, dan tak pilih yang ni. Hurmm.

Korang mesti pernah macam ni kan? Menyesal dan menyesal..sampai buat Aasyik terfikir tentang benda tu seminggu, sebulan dan mungkin bertahun-tahun..Yang teruk, sampai melarat kesihatan..Ada kes macam ni..Huhu.

Kalau Min, ada banyak perkara yang Min menyesal sebab tak buat sebelum ni jika Min pandang semula ke belakang. Readers, Bukan Min masih nak mengenangkan cerita lama, jauh sekali tak bersyukur dengan apa yang Min ada, cuma, tak salah rasanya jika bercakap tentang ni..x salah rasanya..Hehe..Sebab Walau apapun, Penyesalan tetap Penyesalan. Apa yang berlaku pada hari ini kita tidak mampu mengubah kerana semalam sudah menjadi sejarah.

Agak-agak korang, apa yang nenek ni sesalkan?

Sebenarnya,,jika kembali kepada 3 atau 4 tahun yang lepas, banyak benda yang aku sepatutnya buat, tapi tak buat dan sepatutnya tak buat, aku pergi buat..dan serius, aku menyesal sangat dengan apa yang terjadi...

2002

Aku nak imbas kembali masa darjah enam punya zaman..Kalau tak silap aku, Tahun 2002.. Aku berbuat benda yang bodoh, sekaligus meranapkan persahabatan aku dengan mereka sampai sekarang. Sampai sekarang, hubungan persahabatan itu masih dingin dan mungkin Si A masih enggan memaafkan aku..Aku bersekolah di sebuah sekolah rendah di sebuah pekan kecil di Sarawak..dan aku berkawan rapat dengan 3 orang gadis Melayu ni. Si A, B dan C. Well, hanya aku yang non muslim, tetapi mereka masih melayan aku dengan baik. Hehe..tetapi biasalah, aku ni memang banyak songeh sikit dan aku tak tersengaja telah menguris perasaan si A..dan automatik, mereka pulaukan aku. Aku tak salahkan mereka sebab aku memang layak dipinggirkan atas kesilapan aku. Walau apapun, aku berharap hubungan itu dapat dijernihkan walaupun kami beberapa tahun tak jumpa. Diorang pun aku tak tahu ke mana. Aku minta maaf ya kawan.

Mengimbau kembali zaman persekolahan

2005

Baiklah..masa ni, aku menyesal sebab tak terima tawaran ke sekolah berasrama penuh sains mara..sungguh menyesal dan menyesal..Kalau aku terima, mungkin aku berada di tempat yang lebih baik..namun, Pencapaian aku pada tahap ini boleh dikatakan membanggakan, walaupun tak jadi Marine Department officer lagi. Hihi..Tapi, aku ingat lagi reason aku tolak MRSM sebab aku taknak jauh dari emak, ayah, adik, dan rumah. Pokok pangkalnya, aku takut sebenarya..dah tu, aku study dekat Terengganu pulak..lagi jauh..balik pun sekali je setiap semester..

2007

Kalau tahun ni, adehhh..agak membengongkan bagi aku sebab aku confess dengan seorang lelaki ni, budak lelaki yang aku minat die..agak Palui disitu..dahla kena reject..ehhh..sungguh menyesal aku :(. Tahun ni juga tahun aku SPM..macam-macam kisah..aku pernah sebabkan cikgu yang ajar aku subjek Pendidikan Moral Menangis..menyesal aku,namun semuanya dah settle sebab aku minta maaf. Sorry, cikgu. Taknak buat lagi.

2009

Tahun ni agak buruk juga..sebab tahun ni aku bergaduh teruk dengan coursemate aku sampai berbulan-bulan tak tegur..Habis stpm baru kami okay..Bukan apa, tak sedap lah kalau tak bercakap dengan kawan sendiri..kelas yang sama pulak tu..Sememangnya aku dan isu persahabatan takkan pernah selesai. Tahun ni juga tahun aku dikecewakan teruk-teruk sampai aku ambil masa 2 tahun utk lupakan lelaki tu. Let the past gone, then.

2010-2012

Menyesal betul masa zaman universiti ni aku tak ambil peluang untuk kuruskan badan. Menaikkan berat badan adalah sedangkan dekat universiti ada trek dan kolam renang lagi untuk kuruskan and maintainkan badan..dan satu lagi, aku jauh dari rumah, means, aku boleh kawal makanan..tetapi, nafsu makanan sememangnya tak mampu dikawal lebih-lebih  kalau ada Keropok Lekor..hahahhaha..Kalau la aku berjaya kawal pemakanan dan menguruskan badan, konfom aku lebih lawa daripada che ta. Hihi.

2013

Aku menyesal sebab pergi confess juga dengan seorang lelaki ni, merangkap kawan aku juga yang aku suka dia..sebab kena reject mentah-mentah...aishh..Menyesal. Baik aku diam jer kalau aku tahu. 

Tetapi aku tertarik dengan satu ayat ni "Jangan pernah sesali dengan apa yang telah kau buat, kerana pada suatu ketika dahulu, itulah yang kau mahukan"

Damn, ayat ni memang betul. Menangis air mata darah pun, kita tak dapat kembalikan masa lepas. Kita hanya mampu menyesali, namun tidak boleh berbuat apa-apa. Past is Past.

Jadi, lebih baik kita lupakan yang lepas dan fokus ke hadapan. Tetapi, jangan lupa, pandang ke belakang sekali sekala agar kita sentiasa ingat kita takkan mengulangi perkara yang sama dan merasai penyesalan yang sama.

Hidup lah sebaiknya. Nikmatilah sewajarnya. Hargailah mereka dan sekelilingmu. Apa yang kau ada pada hari ini, mungkin akan hilang dalam sesaat dengan Kehendak-Nya.

Sekian Terima KASIH.